miss close friends!

My last roomates at Berkeley were gem of a people 🙂 I do miss there company – just bloggin a mail I had sent to them when I was on the edge – feeling vulnerable! Have been cleaning my Inbox lately I am down to 20 ‘starred’ mails!! woot feels great.


Cleaning is definitely therapeutic especially online cleaning! And so is having supportive and understanding friends around you. Anyway life moves on – heres the mail.

Hey guys,

I started spending pretty badly again. So, I would be needing some
help from you folks. Firstly,  this is a clear indication that my
health is on the air again. I am listing some things that u folks may
have to watch out for and give me feedback ( in a nice way so that I
can accept them). I know its asking too much but would really
appreciate it.

Some of them are:

1. Just watch out for my spending
2. don’t take me to do shopping – grocery etc.
3. see if I am sleeping properly – atleast 6 to 7 hrs
4. I am not very talkative or irritable
5. I have also asked my uncle in pennsylvania to take my monies and
leave less than $500 in my a/c (the money he had given + …). So, if
I ask for money don’t give me!! (might sound funny but its serious)
Also I will be very convincing and give good explanations on why I
will need it but don’t give. And as I stressed – say that to me in a
nice way! ( If things continue to progress like this I will become
irritable hence..)
6. Don’t let me booze or smoke ( my tendency is very very high and I
am not supposed to do :-))
7. what else.. yeah see if I am taking my meds

I guess its askin for a lot. BUt I just want to hang on and make it thru……

aight more later,


Published by: vinu

My life - BREESY! :-) :D Beautiful Random Enjoyable Eventful Simple Yellow Places I have lived (chronological): (country) (- state) (-- city) India - (Orissa) -- Cuttack (2yrs) -- Bhubaneshwar (3yrs) - (Maharastra) -- Bombay/Mumbai (8 + 1 yrs) - (TamilNadu) -- Madras/Chennai (6 yrs) - (Pondicherry) (1 yr) United States - (California) -- Berkeley (3 yrs) Education : IIT Madras 02, UC Berkeley 05 Work Experience: Mechanical Engineer at FORD Motor Company, India; Management Trainee at Datamatics Technologies Ltd.; Wireless Programmer at TeleCommunication Systems Inc. Passions (currently as of Dec 2005): Family, Media (visual / audio), Mobile Systems, Internet, Design Interests: Music, Movies, Photography, Enjoying nature, Playing Violin, Graphics, Business / Entrepreneurship / Managments, Spirituality, Design, Technology, Mobile / Wireless

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